for Syria and Ukraine
I was dreaming its surface with my thumb
Flying along carving a small wake,
A river and a fish.
That dream—but when I woke
Heard the noisy street.
What am I doing, I thought?
Living in a story about myself,
Like an autodidact awake to some possibilities.
I hear nothing, so I don’t speak,
Except inside the airy chamber.
This is what keeps me inside the story,
That and the long road
I will leave. I wove paints,
Words into patterns.
They carry sound, not being.
The carry bodies
I have laid out
Next to a bombed river,
A drainage ditch—they were not sketched there.
What in the name of one god or another
Are we doing with destruction, its obscene thunder
And its silence? I have this art,
Which is a silent door, a gashed voice inside
My head, some marooned wishes
Asking the world for its name.
Scott Minar
Professor Emeritus of English
Ohio University Lancaster
1570 Granville Pike
Lancaster, OH 43130